so i've got a good cleaning done - fall cleaning i guess you could say - round da place. now to do so online. already started. once site i was in big, am still in but not as big. not on a team there anymore. i always felt obligated/pressured to do just that site and not the others i advertise in. so i quit the team. i know it is a bad time to do so but just couldnt do it anymore. i really tried to stick it out till the season was over, but just couldnt do it anymore. i am still a member of the site itself due to other sites i frequent having features and rewards from the site tho.
as for my days, they are getting more organized again with a routine i can really sink myself into again! sure i still have my depressing moments but they are not quite as frequent so that is a good sign i am on the rite road to physically and mentally healing. considering all i have been thru the last 5 yrs tho, it is still going to be something of a battle, but i am learning to take the mental and emotional blows from all the family loss as it comes now. never had a chance to do that till i learned from my 3 week hospital stay and the time after to take things slow, easy and as it comes. stll difficult but am able to deal a bit better lately!
and da rant be over! booya! see i didnt bore u cuz u read thru the whole post! bully fer u and me both!
and with this shorty post am back to it: